Mumbles on my Game Development Status...

Character Design Inspired...

I wish my Characters will take form too one day either in comic nor game. But im just too lazy to work on it and wish someone would tell me to do it. What happened to my enthusiasm?

I did the basic Research, and im got lazy somewhere along the design... Now to do the implementation of 3d up all the characters, scene, items for the game made me feel so headache so i paused and turn to coding, when i took a look into designing the game engine, again i got that enormous headache. OMG!!!!!!! Game development is seriously not a one men show if you want it 3D Multiplayer Online Game!!!

So here i am, stuck clueless again, hoping to get a real job and hire someone to do the art and coding while i handle the design. But then again... It wont feel right as im suppose to do from scratch. Okay fine when im "Ambition" hit my head i will do, starting off from the characters...

Oh a little something inspired to dig my past work on this so called game i was working on. So i guess i should work for real now huh? Enough procrastination... its not leading me anywhere i want.

Mouse, Shark, Power Rangers and Batman Dream

10th Night, 11th Morning of December 2009...

Another weird Dream, where 2 Mouse was chased by a Huge shark in a small circled like swimming pool at a park lake right beside a Hotel or an apartment. All of sudden Power Rangers saved the mouse and the shark chase me who was starring at the incident. From no where Batman saved me... and drop me of near the the park stairs that leading to a small open floor with Few Stalls and a huge crowd. I saw my family was queuing at the stall while my dad was yelling to me to get in line. I stepped in and my sis was in front of me at the counter receiving some goody bags. When it came my turn, i got a bag stuffed with 2 different shaped bottles, a rag bag, some stationary and some notebooks like the brown olden days Malaysian "Buku Nota" and the counter lady push me to the food stall... It seems that we was hit by hurricane and tsunami... that why the Shark was in the pool and... no idea from where power rangers or Batman or even the mouse came from.

Tiger, Boy and I Dream

11 night 12 Morning

A dream scene of Serdang Flat Ikan shop... Moms shop was a jewelery shop, a very high classy and weird jewelery shop which have a dressing room half th size of the shop with lots of mirrors in it. I was playing outside with stick and stone (my age may be adolescent in the dream). A Tiger approached me and was very gentle with me, then a boy came along claiming that the tiger was actually his brother. We played together... The boy invited me to his hide out. I said i'll get moms permission and went back into the jewelery shop. When i just ask "Mom, Can i...",mom cut my sentence as usual and say "Dont disturb me now!! im Busy here". I got annoyed and took some jeweleries and went into the dressing room, trying it on. Then walked out forgetting to put it back safe. Outside, from a distant a group of people running marathon to the left was heading our way. When the marathon people got near, I looked to the Tiger and the boy and said "1, 2, 3 go!" . We ran, Tiger was so fast he ran in front of the crowd as we were left behind. The crowd started screaming and i heard some people yelling catch that tiger and so on. The boy started crying and i started feeling guilty... it was my fault Tiger went missing as we couldn't see Tiger from anywhere then... We reached near the Hide out just to see some guys pinned Tiger to the tree with a gun. The boy yelled and i said wait take this instead... which is my mom's jeweleries. They let go the Tiger just to be arrested by the police for "robbing" my moms jewelery shop.

Lizard Pet Dream

8th Night, 9th Morning of December 2009...

Dream something about lizard… Don’t remember much yet all I know is pretty huge lizard at home. I’m taking care of it without my parents know like a secret Pet. (Okay I notice when I have less then 5 hours sleep or more then 12 hours sleep I cant remember most of the dreams, even worse I kept feeling whatever I did that trigger to remember my dream always cant remember the complete part. Ah! Not easy wake up and straight writing down the dreams just like that, and even harder when I have classes, but its worth it. The storyline often always seem to be just like whats going to happen even though the character or the stuff I do is different, it’s the feelings that I feel that’s always turn out the same). This Dream is Dull and just felt the feelings for a Lizard.

Caged Mall City Dream

7th Night, 8th Morning of December 2009...

Me in a guy body again, and together with a friend on a mission to go into the locked down city inside a Humongous Mall area. I know somehow that I was a pure fire heart (I prefer water, why fire?!) with some bag of magic dust which suppose to have earth magic. We sneak into the city in the middle of the road. Weirdly the roads are static yet at the sides the street was elastic jumping platform where we can jump and go to another floor of the interconnected Mall (It’s so hard to explain, I’ll draw a scene just to show later). My friend Sighed and jumped to the 3rd floor mocking as he landed that I can’t jump higher then him. I smiled back and combine all elements on my sword with Earth dust, Water Sweat, Air Breath, and Fire Heart. With a whirling circle I jumped to the 9th floor couldn’t see my friend anymore. Our main mission was to reach to the peak of the place in search of a place to stay for couple of days and find a lost item or people (which I have no clue what or who). Just a level below this floor, my conscious shift place to my real body and I was with a girl who had only 300 coins and wanted accessory shopping when we barely have anything to eat or survive here without a place to stay. Yet we still went to this ancient jewelers shop nearby on the 8th floor. While window shopping there, I spotted a very tempting jewel piece of a moon shaped earrings yet it was only 35 pure gold coins which means 350 coins. I really wanted it and yet we needed the cash for food and shelter. I asked the next door who sells hand crafted, knitted and sewed clothing or accessories for a temporary job. I was lucky I knew knitting and I got the job while my friend didn’t, she had to find else where. Luckily my pay was good and I could afford the Earrings, bought another matching pendant after 3 days of working and I made few friends with the shop I was working at. I heard voices of the guy who I was consciously in calling out for me and my friend and my mom woke me up spoiling the dream without knowing what actually happened…

Crafting Dream

6th Night, 7th Morning of December 2009...

Weird dream as I learned to make something which in a dream! Well, dream just things moving with a huge area of emptiness being filled with acrylic paint and hard glassy like acrylic molding stuff, its like an aquarium being filled with still wet acrylic paint creating mountains as it harden over the time. Woke up with feeling so good in creating something yet don’t have the items to make a fish tank, I wonder does acrylic paint can actually be used in such way?

Freaky Coincidence Dream

28th Night, 29th Morning of November 2009...

Another family dream, Dream that me and all my mom’s side relatives are going to vacation together. Since the place where we are going is nearby to my dads side of relation, my dad plans a short visit there. Before actually checking in to the apartment, we stopped by a mamak stall (mamak stall is Malaysian small Tea/ coffee shop near the street side). We took some quick stuffing for our tummy like maggi goreng, mee goreng, and such. As all of my little cousins sat same table as I am and we were finishing very slow. My uncle gave me RM 50 to pay up for the table im seating at while those done with the food can follow aunt to nearby shop that’s about RM 12.30. Everyone left besides my cousin sister sapna, she is waiting for me to pay at the cashier. The cashier guy is so slow in calculating and it was just simple math. I got so annoyed and jump in and said “Here RM 50, it is RM12.30 right?! Balance would be RM37.70, quick please I wanna get going now”. Done with short trip to the shops to buy some tidbits, we head back to the apartment and down to the beach for some fun. Its time to go to my dads relative side house, only my family were pushed to go there while my moms relative taking a break waiting for us at the apartment. We went to a house with sarongs hanging out side the house. We were greeted by a lady that I feel familiar. Since we have never met for years me and my siblings barely recognize them. Freakily the Cashier guy was there and all of a sudden his mother started mumbling about she saw how I reacted earlier at the shop and how nice if I can be part of their family! I got shocked and that cashier guy kept on starring at me in blank look as if still stuck with that math problem. I got panic and stood up saying no way im getting married and walk away straight to the car waiting for my family to get the hell out of there. I woke up sweating feeling so scared, funny.